Tag Archives: pain

The Human Family Community Open Threads {36} ~ Do You Believe In Destiny Or Fate?

Welcome to “The Human Family Community Open Threads,” a project open for anyone who would like to express their feelings, make friends or talk about anything; if you feel suicidal, depressed, anxious or lonely during these times this project is here for you. Feel free to leave a comment below and connect, let’s start a conversation. No judgement, we don’t know until we walk in someone else’s shoes..

~DiosRaw 23/04/21

The Human Family Community Open Threads {35} ~ What Are Human Feelings?

Welcome to “The Human Family Community Open Threads,” a project open for anyone who would like to express their feelings, make friends or talk about anything; if you feel suicidal, depressed, anxious or lonely during these times this project is here for you. Feel free to leave a comment below and connect, let’s start a conversation. No judgement, we don’t know until we walk in someone else’s shoes..

~DiosRaw 22/04/21

Journal {5} ~ 21/04/21 ~ Forgetting What It Feels Like To Be & Feel Human

After that time and what happened, I have forgotten what it feels like to be human; to feel emotion, to feel safe, to feel anything.. What is it like to cry? Numbness is my reality. Neurotransmitters feel non-existent and reality has never been the same since. I can’t believe I am still alive. In a way, pharmaceuticals are stealing my soul, once hooked, they are, is my case, hell to come off these death pills. Looping in circles.

Sometimes music hits you, a hint of pain strikes through you at what life could be like and having to accept where you are. The beauty and pain of human life.

Smiling behind the pain as many of us do and creating to survive. We are all going through something.

~Love is the answer. Amber, DiosRaw 21/04/21

The Human Family Community Open Threads {33} ~ What Is Your Spirit Animal?

Welcome to “The Human Family Community Open Threads,” a project open for anyone who would like to express their feelings, make friends or talk about anything; if you feel suicidal, depressed, anxious or lonely during these times this project is here for you. Feel free to leave a comment below and connect, let’s start a conversation. No judgement, we don’t know until we walk in someone else’s shoes..

~DiosRaw 20/04/21

Poetry {36} ~ BIG PHARMA IS AFTER ME

Nowadays I tremble into my reflection

Walking into the mirror and see

What drugs and potions have made me

My vision is getting dizzer by the day

And yet I need to swallow death pills to live in decay

The devil steals your soul

Life turning to ashes swallowing these pills whole

False promises, I see your game

Numbing us and turning lame

Big pharma is after me

Chains around my ankles, struggling to be set free

Who am I anymore?

This has gone too far

Damaging my heart, lungs, body and every part of my being

I see stars when I close my eyes

None of this came as a surprise

I can feel the terror coming closer

I can taste the blood of the shadow getting darker

Health system compassion is past it’s sell by date

The devil is satiate

Trapped inside my own mind

I’ve loosing my grip on reality

I chose my destruction

I chose my poison

Or did I being so young?

Told to take these, this was all you got for aid in your pain

A world insane

To the next generation of beings

Locked in by the powerlessness of pill life

They thought would set them free

No, you’ll be dragged down, believe me.

~DiosRaw, 19/04/21

Poetry {35} ~ SILENT SCREAMS MUFFLED BY THE WORLD’S NEXT DOPAMINE HIT

Silent screams muffled by the world’s next dopamine hit

Etched in these veins

A whole lifetime of concealed pains

The crushing weight that creates

I seek through words myself into formulates

Creation

Better the sculptor than sculpture?

Spiritual blip of a life, yet to survive, what we endure

Remember the times, wrapped were pure?

Sometimes there is nothing more a person wants

Than for you to lay your head on their chest

Listening to the tears from the strangled heart

Maybe then you’d hear everything they never said.

~DiosRaw, 18/04/21